Your mind does 1000km/h.
A flashback engulfs you.
Those random plans, movies, sheesha bars, dirty jokes, online conversations, passing notes in class and standing up for one another. And most of all, the times that they made you smile. Its all right there in front of you.
You want to smile.
Another wave of nostalgia hits you and all you feel is rage.
All you can remember how they stabbed you in the back.
And that smile never transfers from your brain to your lips.
Its just sad when people you know become people you knew. Its also more sad to see them everyday, walk past them and pretend that you never knew each other. When your acquaintances introduce you to your old friends, it hurts. Maybe not in the painful, self torture way. But it hurts.